Wednesday, February 07, 2007
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gettin lazier n lazier to blog..
ytd went to JB find shang zhen wit russel n nise loon n yung ling came along at nite..all i rmb is we had loads of fun n funs..we ate sushi fer lunch n seafoood fer dinner..aniwae i lazy lar wan noe more go see russel n nise's blog.. i onli rmb we had loads of laughter along e journey..
e purpose i blog today is .. him again.. i feel tat aft e last fight we had he become like everyday report to me call me when he reach hm n so on n dunno is i jian or wad i like had no strong feelins fer him fer e time being, cos i kept thinkin of understandin him which is giving in to him n being gd to him is being cruel to moiself.. life is simpli jus so fukin contradictin..u'll take things fer granted when u have it n u dun go fer things which is impt n i mean like waitin fer things to drop frm sky..i'm jus fukin tired of life[but doesnt mean i wanna die]i jus feel like changin lifestyle..but i scare i change le i regret so tat's e fukin contradictin part..i dun wanna think no more le..jus let e nature take its own course bah..
say sumthing happi..i won $50 todae but take cab hm left 30 nia..gotta wake up earli tml go help niang buy cny decorations fer 10 miles..
*yawn* nites to dears'